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[1] you’re not to BLAB around to everyone about ANYTHING in my blog.
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I got something to share with y’all. NEVER go looking for things when you’re in the rushing-condition. Why? Because you’ll never find it even if it’s right in front of you. And I serious.
THIS is Sanjaya’s latest hairdo. Lol.
People will definitely look forward to his hairstyle the next week rather than actually listening to him.
Not to say he’s awful.
He’s just not the best of the group,
But he’s not the worst also.
He’s improving, no doubt.
BUT Jordin Sparks improved a lot too. she improved the most. And I like her. =D

Keep on whispering in my ears,
Tell me all the things that I wanna hear
Cos it’s true,
It’s what I like about you
It’s what I like about you.

I know the feeling of expecting an sms that never did come. Haha.

Elliot Yamin - Wait For You

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go?
You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone

Girl you could have stayed but you wouldn’t give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back

Girl I told you what it is
& it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me,
you’re still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I’ll have to do I'll wait for you

[Bridge]
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you’re keeping inside
That it's not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain’t true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do
I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

listen to Elliot Yamin's song. awwh. it's just so nice. this is the type of song i would like. definitely.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h4mEBx2xEYs

chocaholic-me.

I love my cousin. Look at her face!

Just to crack us girls up.

Life is a song – sing it.
Life is a game – play it.
Life is a challenge – meet it.
Life is a dream – realize it.
Life is a sacrifice – offer it.
Life is love – enjoy it.

Sai Baba

Love cures people – both the ones who give it and the ones who receive it.
Dr. Karl Menninger

You gain strength, experience and confidence by every experience where you really stop to look fear in the face … you must do the thing you cannot do.
Eleanor Roosevelt

The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen, nor touched. … but felt in the heart.
Helen Keller

If we discovered that we had on five minutes left to say all that we wanted to say, every telephone booth would be occupied by people calling other people to stammer that they loved them.
Christopher Morley

The more I read, the more I’ll write. =D.

chocaholic-me.

it's official! i'm still childish ;D ! ahhahahaha.

thinking that i would get reaaaally bad results are always okayh. becos when you score higher than you expected it to be, then you would be definitely satisfied even if it's just one or two marks.

so far, science was the worst for my class - followed by history -. if i'm not wrong, i heard that there were 22 people in my class who actually failed science. i don't know whether it's true or not, but yeah, i just HEARD. so that means, i didn't do that badly. actually, i did quite well. i expected 60 something. and i got a high B. i'm very satisfied.

so, yesterday's American Idol. here goes my reviews. don't read this if you're planning to watch the 8tv one tomorrow. so, yeah.

The theme yesterday was “ British Invasion “, it’s like the beatles and those kind la. Old songs. The contestants were trained by Lulu and Peter Noone – it’s pronounced as nooon -.

Haley scarnato : nice & cheeky! She’s back ! and look at her heels. Just LOOK at it. But I think she should lose her shorts. Cos, it’s just not suitable for me.

Chris Richardson : I thought it was a bit boring, prolly because it was an old song. But they said it was his best performance so far. But I still think he’s cute. And I must say, he controlled the song like seriously well.

Stephanie Edwards : she’s good ! I thought she showed more personality. But the judges think otherwise. She’s 19 and she’s singing a VERY old song, that makes her sound NOT her age, and the judges want her to be more … modern. Oh, I think she was okayh.

Blake Lewis : I love the Justin Timberlake move. And he’s HAWT. Love the beat-boxing. “ what’s your name? who’s your daddy? “ xD.

Lakisha Jones : diamonds are forever … hmmm, I thought she wasn’t bad. It was okayh, and her vocals are still good. The only thing is that I don’t like her dress GREEEEEEN. And she answers questions very well.

Phil Stacey : whoa. I think it was good.

Jordin Sparks : she’s 17 and she’s definitely one of the strongest one. She sings with lots of feelings and expressions. She’s good ! b e a u tiful. And she’s over the Ryan-you’re-so-short joke. Thank goodness.

Sanjaya Malakar : the strating wasn’t so good. But he turn out okayh, he came out of his shell. Rock & roll! There was this girl, she cried when he was singing because she was so touched. And sanjaya went down the stage just to hug her ! maaaaaaaaaaaaan. Awwwwwwwwwwwh, I want a hug from sanjaya too. please? Hah.

Gina Glocksen : biker, much? Okayh la. She was having loads of fun on stage singing that song.

Chris Sligh : it was okayh. Love the way he started – coming out from the crowd. And I definitely love his voice.

Melinda Doolittle : shining, big time ! she was a pro up the stage. But she’s still very shy. And you remembered the girl I told you who cried when sanjaya was singing? Yeah, she cried for Melinda too. Don’t know why, I think she was pretty fake. =s.

After the whole show, ryan asked the girl to go up the stage. And she CRIED again and the contestants hug her. Jordin, Blake, Sanjaya … awwwh man, I want a hug from them ALSO ! so what should I do? Cry in front of the camera? Well, if that is what it takes for me to get a hug from my idol, then … yeah, I’ll embarrass myself. Lol.

So, I watched the results already, and… it was no big surprise when the announced Stephanie Edwards to be eliminated.

So this proves that sanjaya can sing. No doubt. Heeeee.

i want a hug from Sanjaya too. =').

chocaholic-me.

5 results back. 3As and 2Bs. already expected la.

now expecting to have a B or C in Science and KH. cos i know i did very badly in both that subjects. crapped a lot too.

i'm very glad with my maths result. heee.

chapter 6 is not easy as it seems in the starting of the chapter. maaan, why does it have to be like that la?

KH - teacher started teaching Tempat Kediaman. E and I just talked and talked the whole two periods while the teacher was teaching. okayh, can't blame us right? KH is boring. so, we were talking about our future homes - IF we have loads of money AND a big house - walk-in closets, this kind of lamps ... the sims, how we decorate the house, blah blah blah. so we just talked all our way. and i don't know whether we have homework to do or not. but knowing her, she'll just ask us to do our own notes. not surprising.

UBK - we were asked to go down. we didn't go down la, of course, not a new news. you see, we were talking and playing and all that. and it was only 10 minutes before the next lesson starts, so why bother going down? i heard there was a quiz thou. wonder what's it about. hah.

Geo - this is where we got back our marks. and we did a bit of the project la. nothing much.

Science - so, it's always a smart idea to draaaag your time there. cos like today, they came up saying that there was no science today. lucky us. we weren't down yet. hah. R, N and B just annoyed e with G. which was quite funny la. crazy people. @_@.

i was singing to ' angels brought me here " when i thought of writing the lyrics down. and then i thought of ' God Bless the Broken Road ' both sang by carrie underwood during AI4 and so i wrote down GBTBR down first. then, when i wanted to write the lyrics of ABMH, i suddenly went blank. total blank, i can't remember how the chorus went, and knowing me, i wouldn't let it go just like that. it was seriously BUGGING me cos i reeeeaaaally want to know how the song goes. finally ... thanks to e and n, i finally remembered. no la, mostly thanks to n, cos he DOES know the songs and he just can't stop singing in class.

thank goodness.

PBSM was cancelled today. so the whole group of us went to the playground to play. L was full of crap. he's a birdman. and he's birdie can fly. ha ha. Lamo-s. just can't be bothered la. typical them. what other things to they have to say?

others who broke my heart,
they were like northern stars,
leading me on my way,
into your loving arms,
this much i know it's true,
that god bless the broken road ...

chocaholic-me.

today's results. seni. hmmm, i'm quite satisfied la. cos i understand how kedekut en.n. can be when it comes to seni results.



if i was in another class with another seni teacher, i can bet la, my marks would be definitely higher, at least 2 marks. or make it an A, i don't mind. lol.



was watching my mother's cousin's daughter - technically, she's my cousin - . she's soooo cute. i'm gonna post some pictures here. i can't resist. heee.

just too bad, i don't post face pictures. not always. haha. but i find this so cute ! look at that. i saw a lot of these in Japan. they wore coats like that and run all over the place. tell me please, how cute is THAT?!

just look at that. don't you think babies wearing coats like that are just plain cute?

and this is the part where we all go OMG!

i know that sanjaya is the weakest among the group, and i know that vote for the worst .com DO exist, but c'mon, do they really have to do a banner/advertisement to encourage people to vote for sanjaya LIKE THAT?!

okayh, fine. i admit, he's not the strongest among the group, yeah. but we all know he can improve - that doesn't mean IN the competition, thou - and we all know week after week he's been expecting and preparing to go. you're giving him false hope okayh? alright, give him one more chance. JUST this once. if he doesn't outshine at least someone, then don't vote for him already. he DOES have talent, but, compared to the others? dream on. american idol 6's contestants ARE strong. Each and every one of them.

though i really like sanjaya, i don't think he's the best among the group. maybe, go find a singing teacher, and improve, and come back the next year, if they allow.

the least they could do was ... have a nicer picture of sanjaya there, man. hah.

DON'T SPOIL POOR SANJAYA'S NAME. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. DON'T GO OVER THE LIMITS.

sorry to Sanjaya. i'm seriously sorry.
i still like you, though. =). hah.

charla and mirna got first this leg. FIRST.

first leg : Rob & Amber
second leg : Rob & Amber
third leg : Rob & Amber
fourth leg : Oswald & Danny. Rob & Amber out this leg. seriously, out.
fifth leg : CHARLA & MIRNA. surprising, huh? and they had to save the last ones this leg. can't they just let Rob & Amber still be in the race?

i don't want another pretty face,
i don't want just anyone to hold.
i want you and your beautiful soul.

today's song. hah. we were crazy about this song.

chocaholic-me.

Blargh !

I tried to post a post on fri. and BABI betul, I can’t even save the post so don’t talk about posting it.

Maaaaan, I took around 10 minutes to type all those out. It was TWO lists of American Idol stuffs, and my reviews of the performances. EACH AND EVERY of them.

So yeah, I’m not gonna post about that anymore, cos it’s just plain no use. -.-'''

Overall : my holiday days were just fine. I prefer it rather than going to school still. Lol.

I had a pretty great day yesterday.

Fun, interesting, exciting day. two whole long events from 11am to 9pm. phewwww. i was tired at the end of the day. setia, much? yeah.

daniel singing XZHXJN.

daniel judging/ singing? haha.

pinkies waving while daniel was singing.showing off the new banners. thanks, teng and family! the banners are nice, no doubt.

I’m not gonna type it all down, though, cos a picture says a thousand words. and you can see from each and every photo here that it was a pretty fun day for me yesterday. =).

What a great way to end my holidays! =D.

The results I got back today were satisfying. Eventhou I got that as my sej results, it was still a B and it was satisfying enough cos I don’t think my class did a very good job either so, I’m not the lowest thou not the highest either.

English marks were okayh la. =D.

And I love the starting of chap 6 of maths. It’s so interesting and fun. Lol. But I don’t know about the whole chapter yet. Hope it’s as easy as the starting. Hah.

deal or no deal? ;D.
You don’t see through the eyes of mine.
Brandon Rogers, I’m proud of you. =)
thanks, mom and dad. x3

Chocaholic-me.

yeeehaw :).

ballet on sat.

Pilates didn't hurt that much this week, actually it didn't hurt at all.

reminder to self : buy yourself a yoga mat, or else you'll have to live with the stinky mats they have there in the studio. not that i would mind if it wasn't so stinky, because the mats are actually damn expensive, and i only use it once a week.

ballet dance was ... okayh, repeating the same stuffs still. but teacher is gonna continue next week.

pointe shoes hurt!

tiring weyh.

after ballet, straight rush for cute little cuuuuuuuuuuuuute Jada's party. and yes, it's spelled as Jada not Jeda eventhou you pronounced it as if it's an e.

she's sooo cute. and thanks e, for not writing my name on the card eventhou I PAID FOR IT also.

nyada-yada-yada.

it ain't new, it's just plain rubbish.

chocaholic-me.

photos are uploaded. this are all i think that's neccesary. =D.

bye bye, old fridge.
bye bye, old chairs.
bye bye, old pots.
bye bye, old bird cage.
bye bye, old mattress.
bye bye, old everything.

yeah, that sums it all up. don't have to understand thou. hah.

imagine having someone singing a love song to you for REAL.
=') awwwwwwh, that'd been sooo sweet. eventhou he/she might sing out of tune. =').

Again, i'm gonna repeat.
a guy that dances ... ooh, that's hawt.
a guy that sings ... ooh, that's hawt !

congrats to whoever who got great results !

wtf man.
Rob and Amber's out. i can't believe it. blargh blargh blargh !
just because of a stupid letter.
and just because they spelled phillipines as phillipeans.
maaaaaaaaaaaan. they've been first since the first leg, and they still couldn't beat charla and mirna.

that's surprising. i can't wait for charla and mirna to go out.
for now, i don't have any favourites yet.

ns - not three months, but two years.
wth ? three months is already suffocating enough, they're discussing for TWO years ? wth ?
i mean seriously. listen to all the things that happen within THREE months. TWO whole long years? hello?

i think they really should give the GIRLS a choice whether they want to go or not.
in other countries, ONLY boys have to join ns camps. NOT girls.

i don't wish to go for ns.
eh, wth. i'm worrying about ns now.
i don't mind. i fight for my rights from now. huh?
lol.

la la la.
chocaholic-me.

suki's artwork. i think it's nice.

school yesterday was normal. we didn't do much laa. but we have loads of homework to do during the holidays. projects, like i said.

and since the teachers weren't in the class, i followed jy, s, s, i, and e and go walking everywhere. well, almost. the weather was freaking hot and i sweat easily, and i hate sweating, so i decided to just not follow them anymore after reccess and went for moral class. la la la.

highlight of the day : watch jy playing bball.

hahha. this is my first time watching her play. and i met up with my ex-schoolmate. riiight, i didn't even know that she lives so near. seriously. when i looked at her, i was like... eh, she's so familiar la. should i ask her whether she went to laimeng? then i thought... yvonne, hmmm, there're no other yvonne-s i know besides the one I really know, so that must not be her la. so i decided not to ask.

turn out she was. hahahah.

all my pictures are officially gone. GONE. seeetooopiiiid. blargh !

chocaholic-me.

Holidays for another week yaw :) !
but with a catch :we have to start on our projects.

we had a taklimat about projects after reccess.
when my geo teacher was teaching us on how to do our project, some of us were practically talking to the person next to us, or making fun of her or just plain sleeping.
i seriously nearly fell asleep.
the good thing is i have edna, samantha, juyi, ranjali and ines to go crazy with . and i meant seriously crazy.

so, school holidays.
i wonder whether i'll miss school?

probably not. c=.

but i'll definitely miss y'all !
and especially s.and you. lol.

wth ? it's just one week. hah .

holiday-ing with projects mood,
chocaholic-me.

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeo. wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuhoo.

this month's exam is finally officially OVER ! yay yay!

but the bad news is... S's hospitalized cos of denggi. maan. poor girl. r&&friends are going to the hospital to visit her. i can't go. cos i'm not allowed to. anyway, i'm giving her a hand-made card and some biscuits. i really hope this could cheer her up.

WE MISS YOU, S !

anyway, i reaaaaally have something i wanted to say since that day.

IF you don't know how to gossipa about a in front of a, just don't. cos you'll blow your cover. and it's lame to just sit there and pretend with your friend like you didn't say anything. argh !

anyway, i want to get things clear. if a ask b for c's number, that doesn't mean that a has a crush or ANYTHING at all on c, right?

i need to hear someone crapping.
chocaholic-me.

and we say buhbye to...
i just couldn't resist. heh.

my bag. hahah.

oh yeah, congrats to Hafiz for winning What Women Want.

a guy that dances ... ooh, that's hawt.
a guy that sings ... ooh, that's hawt.
a guy with a great sense of humour ... oooh, that's hawter.
crap much? yeah . i do.

i brought my hp to school this afternoon during chinese class. when i was half way doing my EXAM, my phone rang. and yep, i didn't put it on silent. and i went ... omg. shit. zm heard it and she was laughing at me. thank goodness my teacher didn't hear it. =p.

ian was calling me. zy wanted to pass me his hp because he accidentally brought it to school.

something reaaaally weird is going on.

" what's your name ? "
" why ? "
" what's your name ? "
" why ? "
" nothing. "
" my name. you? "
" b. "
" nice meeting you. "
* smiles and walk away asap *
one simple huh? explains everything .

what crap?
chocaholic-me.