hate to say this but we're not gonna do the dance anymore. after all the practice. aiihh.

anyway, i went Sunway to celebrate HK's bday. y'all should know that by now. yada yada.

and then i went penang. call me semangat, i also attended my aunty's ballet classes there. i know. TWICE sommore.

thank you.

these few days were boring. some of the teachers didn't even come. so instead of studying, which we're all suppose to do considering the fact the the BIG examinations are here, we ended up talking. please. help. me. yes i know that i have to study seriously GILA GILA hard now. yes i know.

and tomorrow's merdeka celebration day. talking about Merdeka, we're suppose to decorate our class with patriotic stuffs like flags and all that. thank goodness we're competing against our own form. at least, we still have a chance to win 3rd place. ;p but seriously, you should look at the form fours. of course i have to say that the 1G 2005 did better. ahem, i wonder who's class is that. JOKING! they have BIG competitions with each other. and look at 4E! they even have small flags at the side of their tables!

we DO have creative ideas, but naah, we're just too lazy to do it. i remember last year when 2G, my class, actually came to decorate our class during the hols. we brought radio too. hahaha. and we photostated the bunga raya-s on red paper in my house. then cut it out, and slowly pasting it on EACH AND EVERY table there is in the class. i shall just use BIG examinations coming up as our excuse for not being as semangat as LAST TIME.

teehee. and yesterday was suppose to be the lunar eclipse? did anyone catch it? i didn't watch. =(. heard that the next time would be 2010. maaan. i know. long time more. read the papers today. it seems that eggs can balance themselves only on this day. =S.

and read the papers. they actually interviewed MOHD FARIS from OUR school about the HSM thingy. and yes, our school name was in the paper of HSM. just wondering, if it's actually OUR team they're talking about ... wow-ness. that'd be great. heh.

chocaholic-me

FRIDAY
went to sg wang at night. with S. to see DANIEL! waaahahahaha. had a great time there. thanks for the dinner, S. i now know a restaurant named Gasoline exists in Sg Wang. WAAHHAHAAHHAHAHAH!

thank you. =)

SATURDAY
i had ballet lessons in FAB yesterday. the place where i'm actually gonna take my ballet exam.

well, nervous-ness can cause sweating. and plus the exercises, i did sweat a lot la. at least more that usual. but i KNOW that i wasn't as nervous as them. SC went like:

" good la you. you don't have time to be scared. i've been here since 9am!"
and my reply was ...
" scared? for what? it's just like another practice. please don't make me nervous also!"

and E vomitted. she drank too much water, it seems. pitifying.

Met Jan there. =)

after that we went to securities comission for the High School Musical thing.
of course la, when i went to watch it was already about 4, so not much performance left. but yeah, i feel kind of ... man-we-could-have-been-there-and-done-that! feeling. we were definitely better than some of them i saw, but of course a lot of them were better than us la.

at least i get to witness SMK SRI KDU, which i thought was superb. cheerleaders what more can you expect?

went the curve after the performance. i bought a meg cabot book. yay yay yay! Every Boy's Got One. don't know why she named the book that thou. it's seriously nothing corrupted. so yeah. oh, whatever.

SUNDAY
Went to watch the HSM thing again today. about the same time.

and guess guess guess who i saw??!?!?!?!?!

DENNIS YIN.
for the win. hahaha.

with his gf, Felicia.

they had a short break la, so we had to go out of the auditorium, because they wanted to clean up the place. so we went out, when i walked out i was like...

" eh, this guy look so like Dennis weyh. what with that hair and all, oh wait ..."
* slaps myself *
" THAT IS DENNIS! OMG. and that is his GF! "

then i went to him and went like " hi dennis. " and he smiled and nodded, and then i walked away. after that, i realized i didn't even say hi to his gf, man was i rude.

when we were inside the auditorium where the auditions were being held, i was looking out for Dennis and his gf.

they were sitting few rows behind, so i decided to take a picture of BOTH of them. it seems that his gf was angry about something, and i hope the taking-picture-together-by-his-fans thing would cheer her up.

at least i am not mean. i didn't go like ...
" Felicia, can you please take a picture of me and Dennis? "

I'd probably be slaughtered to death there and then. but i didn't do that la. all i want is to get a picture of both of them. fyi, they look cute together. and please lyrical, don't kill me.

the dancers are pretty good. SK Convent Bukit Nanas 1 was awesome kay. cheerleaders since young. splits. flips. and all that. they were SO SMALL SIZE okay. and CUTE! maaaaaaaaaaan.

how i wish we were the ones there. seriously.

anyway, i was thinking even if we go to penang for auditions, who's gonna give us support? a lot of the schoolmates of the dancers went to give support and the whole auditorium was filled with screams, and supports from the same school. who's gonna scream for us when we are auditioning in penang? let's just say. we're not even going to johor to support the other team from our school. wow-ness. can you believe it?

chocaholic-me.

like i said.

like i just said. when Suzanne told me that the form four group is going to JB for the auditions, i just finally understand. so that was the reason why they're not telling us the venue for the audition. it's because they are the ones who are gonna tetapkan where we go for auditions.

turns out, we're suppose to go to PENANG for auditions. so near yet so far. haiiih. sadifyingly, we're not going for it. not a lot of ppl are gonna be able to make it so far. transport. hotel. blaaaa. alaaaaa.

SADIFYING.

but i guessed already la. so i told the form two-s. i really hope that they're prepared for this. haiiih.

look to the bright side, anyway, if possible, we're able to perform it on merdeka celebration day.

don't think about the prize though. if they say that we need to have something patriotic as a performance, then we shall say that we as students bekerjasama and we can bekerjasama for the future, all the same. to make the world a better place. for world peace. * smiles that bright teeth smile* kay, beauty queens much? hahaha.

chocaholic-me.

i'm happy with the dance.
i'm happy with the choreography.

and thank you, lyrical.

now the only problem is, i'm just scared la that we won't be able to get to audition in KL.

i somehow got to know that the other group is gonna audition in Johor Bahru. come to think of it, so this is why we weren't told about the venue of the auditions. i THINK i just THINK i'm not sure, maybe they put us in states for audition. we might get KL, we might not. so if we're put in Johor or Penang or KK for auditions, we're not gonna do it. i mean, c'mon. the expanses and all. but if we're lucky, we might get to slot in the performance for the school's merdeka celebration thingy. hopefully.

oh, and i saw Christian from What Women Want in Mont Kiara that day. oooh. he's so tall! but i didn't have the guts to go like HI CHRISTIAN. I WATCHED YOU IN WWW. OH, and i support you, too bad you didn't win. nyaaahahaha. naaah. i didn't talk to him. so far i've met nicholl, charles and christian. haven't met sham yet though. LOL.

chocaholic-me.

my prefects merit officially kena potong! nyaaaaaahahahahha.

i understand cos i didn't bring a book with me to note down anything that happens.
note to self: always carry a book AND A PEN around with you when you are not with your bag.

DN hasn't put up the jadual for reccess time. considering the fact that i am under his block, i have no where to take care of. so he just told me to take care of the canteen. alright, here goes. the messiEST and noisiEST place to jaga. everything went okay, until the bell rang.

" tolong angkat pinggan tuu. please."
" tak nak. " walks away.

i wanted to jot down his name but yeaaah, this kind of people. they don't even have a name tag.
don't worry, i'll ask around.

" i tanya you la. nape ko suruh org angkat pinggan? " he did ask something about where to throw. and i think he did say that the aunties will pick up the dirty plates. please la, can you PLEASE PITY THEM? they already cooked your food, so the least you can do is put the plates in the bucket or whereever it is laaa.
* i forgotten what i replied* i don't even remember that he asked me that exact question la but yeah.
" so, ko kan pengawas yg jaga sini, so ko la yg angkat pinggan ni la. nape tak angkat?"
" sebab bukan i yg makan. kawan ko yg makan kan? ko tolong angkat je la. "
walks off. maaan. i should just went like TOLONG LA. PLEASE LA. ANGKAT JE LA. SUSAH SGT KER? kawan ko tak angkat, ko la tolong angkat.

at least CZW and gang actually listen to me. thank you, you guys.

in the end, the canteen was still a mess. only two prefects were actually taking care of the place la, so it's not surprising. MESSY MESSY mess due to stubborn students.

nice quotes to share.

Don't let someone become a priority in your life,
when you are just an option in their life ...
Relationships work best when they are balanced.

Never explain yourself to anyone.
Because the person who likes you doesn't need it,
and the person who dislikes you won't believe it.

When you keep saying you are busy,
then you are never free.
When you keep saying you have no time,
then you will never have time.
When you keep saying that you will do it tomorrow,
then your tomorrow will never come.

When we wake up in the morning, we have two simple choices.
Go back to sleep and dream, or wake up and chase those dreams.
Choice is yours ...

We make them cry who care for us.
We cry for those who never care for us.
And we care for those who will never cry for us.
This is the truth of life, it's strange but true.
Once you realise this, its <u> never too late to change.

Don't make promise when you are in joy.
Don't reply when you are sad.
Don't take decision when you are angry.
Think Twice, Act Wise.

the last but not least,

Time is like a river.
You cannot touch the same water twice,
because the flow that has passed will never pass again.
Enjoy every moment of life.

"Potential Breakup Song"
by Aly & AJ

It took too long
It took too long
It took to long for you to call back
And normally I would just forget that
Except for the fact it was my birthday
My stupid birthday

I played along
I played along
I played along it rolled right off my back
But obviously my armor was cracked
What kind of a boyfriend would forget that?
Who would forget that?

The type of guy who doesn’t see
What he has until she leaves
Don’t let me go
Cause without me, you know you’re lost
Wise up now or pay the cost
Soon you will know

You’re not livin’ till you’re livin’
Livin’ with me
You’re not winnin’ till you’re winnin’
Winnin’ me
You’re not gettin’ till you’re gettin’
Gettin’ me
You’re not livin’ till you’re livin’
Livin’ for me

This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me

We got along
We got along
We got along until you did that
Now all I want is just my stuff back
Do you get that?
Let me repeat that
I want my stuff back

You can send it in a box
I don’t care just drop it off
I won’t be home
Cause without me, you know you’re lost
Minus you I’m better off
Soon you will know

You’re not livin’ till you’re livin’
Livin’ with me
You’re not winnin’ till you’re winnin’
Winnin’ me
You’re not gettin’ till you’re gettin’
Gettin’ me
You’re not livin’ till you’re livin’
Livin’ for me

You can try, you can try
You know I know it’d be a lie
Without me you’re gonna die
So you better think clearly, clearly
Before you nearly, nearly
Mess up the situation that your gonna miss dearly, dearly
C’mon

You’re not livin’ till you’re livin’
Livin’ with me
You’re not winnin’ till you’re winnin’
Winnin’ me
You’re not gettin’ till you’re gettin’
Gettin’ me
You’re not livin’ till you’re livin’
Livin’ for me
This is the potential breakup song
Our album needs just one
Oh baby please
Please tell me

This is the potential make-up song
please just admit you’re wrong
Which will it be?
Which will it be?

there's a girl in America's Next Top Model Cycle 8 that looks soooo like Ines. esp after the makeover.

The girl's name is Natasha, unfortunately i don't have the girl's picture. she's soooooooo pretty. her hairstyle now makes her look aweeeesome. VERY ines. muaaahahahah.

i forced myself to remember this before KH exam. how smart. it didn't even come out. do you remember the perintangs' colours?

i'm sure you do, if you don't, here goes:

black - 0
brown - 1
red - 2
orange - 3
yellow - 4
green - 5
blue - 6
purple - 7
grey - 8
white - 9
gold - 5 plus some symbol
silver - 10
no colour - 20

nyahahahah.

the funniest part is i still remember tembakau is from Mamut, Sabah. MUAHAHAHAHA. nothing to be proud of? hahah. try consider this for a girl who don't usually memorize stuffs from Geo text book. esp GEO. MUAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH!

High School Musical's My School Rocks dance contest.
WHOOOOHOOO. i'm joining. =DDD.

there are some very good dancers in the group but like lyrical said no cooperation. and there are a lot of backstabbing-s here and there. this girl hates that girl bla bla bla. and yes, they don't pay attention.

sadifyingly, i'm not good in choreographing, so i can't give out steps that are interesting, but i don't mind learning them from people. MUAHAHAHA.

good luck to myself. into participating in the contest. and good luck to the group. wheehoo.

i took this photo on Mother's Day. yes, long time ago. whoops. but i LOVE it soooo much.

oooh, i just love this flower. muhahaaha. it was on the table where we ate in the restaurant la. so ya la.

this is the exact same flower. only my hand covered the part of the camera lens where they block out the light or something la. LOL.






yes, i have nothing else better to do. can't help it. i love the colours.





i was bored la. so what can i do with a camera and a stack of cards? =D.

chocaholic-me.

woah. yes, i'm finally officially back.

i'll start to blog more often now. yes, i will. considering the fact that my trials just finished. ok, fine, i know it's just TRIALS, and the real exam's like in two more months? but you can't deny the fact that WE still have the rights to, erm, take a rest and have fun for the last day of trials, right? HAHAHA.

and the fact that my computer loves me again. at least, i think so. nevermind that. i love you computer. so please, don't restart and restart and go off. PLEASE. the computer was sent for repair anyway. not that they found anything wrong, but whatever la.

i got back some results today. my results started out well. so, hopefully, i'll do OK in my other subjects too. improvement is good enough for me, even if it's one mark. ok, let's be optimistic, people. being optimistic is good. and bla bla bla.

BM1- i'm ALWAYS not very good in BM1, so i don't expect to get good results for this.

BM2- to be honest, i loved it. HAH! not that i think i would score an A.

Eng1- it's easy, yes. but i'm not really satisfied with the government's answer. oh well, let's just face it. we, i mean, I can't do anything anyway. not that i'm crazy enough to go complain to them, that is.

Eng2- it was ok, i guess. i don't like the summary though. and well, we got hints here and there for novel, so i guess we actually already studied for novel. T-tonic - improving your health. HAH.

Maths1-now that i've gotten back my results, HAH! it's soooooooo easy. LOL. just kidding. it's definitely easier than maths2, i mean.

Maths2- i freaked out for the graph. okay, i interpreted the information given wrongly. when i looked over to tzl, i saw her paper with graph and i was wondering HOW IN THE WORLD did she get to do that? then only i calm down, and realize, ohmygosh, what in the world is wrong with me? oh, don't worry, i got it in the end.

Science1- i know that i'm not gonna do really well with this paper.

Science2- hopefully, this would be able to pull my science marks up. lol.

Geo- i'm not doing well in Geo. let's not blame the teacher. xD. i know i did careless mistakes EVERYWHERE, but i am confident that my marks will be higher than my previous marks. at least by one mark.

Sej- i'm have never been doing well in Sej, so i don't expect another same C again. thank you, Ravinder, for preparing me for my oh-so-not-good results i'm gonna get for this paper.

KH- oh well, i have to admit that ERT is much easier than KMT and PK. at least higher than my previous marks would be okay. HAH.

and the end of TRIALS. i KNOW that i have to start studying from now on. like seriously, everyday esp Sej and KH and Geo and Sn, okay, the study subjectSSS.

imagine if this is PMR. wow. we finished PMR * jumps around * !!

in my dreams la. if this is PMR i'm definitely going to be dissapointed for some subjects la.

sad thing is, we didn't do the signature scream today. LOL. yes, we did scream end of the year last year, i think. wooohooo.

just some facts to refresh your memory:
unicellular : amoeba, paramecium, euglena.
multicellular : spirogyra, hydra.

More Than Words. =]