HSM3 night?
definitely one of the best nights i've ever had.


we did not plan to wear black. explain later.

that's why i say i love laughing. the type where you can't stop till your stomach hurt or your drool threatens to drip from your mouth. haha.

Deepavali. =D AWESOME.



we did not plan to wear blue. no explanations. haha.

blog more later.
right now, i have a jamuan to attend. =D pictures up soon.

at the moment, go figure out what's the difference of mineral water and plain water. remember, they're both H2Os. haha.

7 open houses for raya, crashed one. HAHA.
chocaholic-me.

omg, damn you printeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer.

i needed to print something.
i clicked print dah lah SEVERAL times, it didn't work.
found the connector, and connected it to the computer.
enough of feeling stupid.
i tried clicking print again.
it freaking didn't work.
i restarted the computer.
wondered why it couldn't work.
then i found the connector, shit, it wasn't connected to the computer.
i must have unplugged it just now. =.='
just when i got the freaking printer to work, the freaking printer RAN OUT of freaking INK.

omg. damn you printer.

i never knew printing a few pieces of paper could be hard work. =P

oh, i must have been disconnected from my brains, sorry.
chocaholic-me.

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Break You - Marion Raven
I was your girl
Gave you my world
My everything
But you wouldn?t see

I had your back
I backed you up
Whatever I did
Was never enough

Just you
You
That's all you ever thought about
You
You
No one matters like you do
What goes around comes around
You should know by now

Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now

The palm of your hand
That was your plan
Gave me no time
But now you want mine

It's all about take
You took too much
Nothing inside
I'm all used up

Come on
You
You
Nothing else matters like you do
You know what I'm talkin' 'bout don't you
What goes around comes around
You should know by now

Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now

On your one night stands
(should've thought about that)
Says she's just a friend
(should've thought about that)
Are you satisfied now?
(should've thought about that)
Cause you can't hold me down
Not now
I wanna thank you 'cause now I'm free
I can breathe again and I'm never going back to you

Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way?
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now
Yeah yeah

Bet you never thought that I could break you
(Bet you never thought that I could break you)
Did you think that I would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now

i remember this song back in form 1/2?
omg. they created changed the lyrics and sang this song for someone.
only my group of girls know. ;D haha. shhhh.

Divya tried to send me this song for god knows how many times? omg.
i finally got it from liy. haha thanks.

i can't wait for ballet class tonight/tomorrow. fun fun fun practices for advance 1. with happy people who just finished their PMR. joyful mood.
a whole class of talking crap, cracking stupid jokes and making people laugh. =D
i'm glad i'm sort of the good influence to Sarah. well. yeah. i am? =D
apparently, i'm a very positive person in ballet class. HAHA.
i miss our Fried-Tau-Foo-Fa group. =D, don't ask. yes we named ourselves that. haha.
Celine-Sarah-Emily-Sylvia. =DDDD
too bad emily's not going ballet tomorrow.



Friends forever =DDD.


OH i have a quote.
Brother; what do women know?
Mother; ALL THAT MEN DON'T KNOW.
yes. they said that.

keep to your words.
chocaholic-me.

i find this line pretty hilarious. why? i don't know.

as the faeces accumulate, pressure in the rectum increases, causing a desire to expel the faeces from the body.

HAHA. i'm weird, face it.

today i went to school all grinning widely. telling people that PMR has only ONE subject left and it's gonna end at 9.30am. END END END. some just nodded and replied yeah. some looked at me weirdly, telling me " you're not even taking PMR. " haha. best response? " SCREW THEM b*tches. " censored. haha.

My Favourite Personality

L asked me what's that about. i straight away told her idol. after the exams she told me she wrote about her dad and that she ROCKED that essay. ;D

Conversation between me and R.
" what did you write about? "
" oh, my favourite personality "
" who did you write about? "
" myself lah. "
" ahh? yourself? o.O "
" yeah i wrote about my favourite personality. (as in character, as in perwatakan) i also wrote i laugh at lame jokes. "
" isn't personality about a person? "
" no, i think you're suppose to write like that. "
someone else, " yeah, i think R's right. "

okay. i'm confused. my favourite personality, what are you suppose to write about? person, or personality?

come to think of it, it's not like you can have MULTIPLE personalities kan. so there can't possibly be a favourite right? entah.

i didn't even pick that topic. but when i finished my own essay, i thought about if i write my favourite personality, i would write about my grandfather and give a jiwang sob story. i don't know, for SPM it could ROCK.

i talked to my bro about essay questions like:-
start your essay with (lets say)" it was a beautiful morning. i woke up... "

my bro reminded me of the one time where he did this. READ CAREFULLY people.

" It was a beautiful morning. i woke up... " and that was the essay topic teacher gave us in class that morning. ...

THEN he proceeded to talk about a whole different topic. he did it on purpose, really.

technically, he started the essay the right way. but his teacher said it was out of topic. haha. too bad. so anyone want to try writing that way to see what teachers in our school would say about it? haha.

anyway. at 9.30am this morning. you could hear PMR students screaming because of their freedom. how nice. how i wish i was in their position right now, BUT i wouldn't want to repeat my form four again, no way. PnArina kindly told us to WAIT patiently. 3November will arrive soon enough. haha.

i remembered back last year where my group of girls all gathered round and screamed together after PMR. yes, we're crazy. we plan to scream in the middle of tapak perhimpunan once we finish spm next year. HAHA.

pay attention people. here are some TIPS for a better life.

1. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.
seriously, can you imagine looking at someone smiling too much while walking? haha. i'd do it if something REALLY GOOD happens on that day. =D
2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
3. Sleep for 7 hours.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Play more games.
6. Read more books than you did in 2007.
YEAH. good one.
7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.
8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
gladly.
9. Dream more while you are awake.
this, wouldn't be a problem for many right? haha.
10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.
11. Drink plenty of water.
12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
just smile at them, they'll smile back if they're nice people. haha.
13. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
HAHA. apparently so.
14. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
15. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
16. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like add maths class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
aww, this is a good one.
17. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
what?
18. Smile and laugh more.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
21. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
23. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. Don't compare your partner with others.
24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
25. Forgive everyone for everything.
26.. What other people think of you is none of your business.
none of my business, you say?
27. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
28. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
29. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
30. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
31. The best is yet to come.
32. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
33. Do the right thing!
34. Call your family often.
35. Your inner most is always happy. So be happy.
36. Each day give something good to others.
37. Don't over do. Keep your limits.


remember next time when we all finish school, come back and look at this post. haha. it might just make your day or give you a better life. ;D

next open house tomorrow. haha.
talk about keeping to your words.
peace, people.
chocaholic-me.

quotes from shows.

" is there anything else i can do? "
" yeah, since you took the trouble to make the food, i thought you'd like to take the pleasure to serve it. "
- The Nanny.
hilarious.

" will you love me in the morning? "
" forever and ever, baby "
- Click.

will update more once i watch more. haha.

Oh oh, did you read today's startwo?
DELIRIOUS DEBUTANTES.
wth. free dance classes, free designer gowns. if you're chosen you get to perform in the Viennese Ball 2008. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. i saw the competition the other day, i'm not within the age limit.

BUT i'd be interested to join it. OMG. i waaaaaaaaaaant.
chocaholic-me.
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yes, just in case you haven't notice, TOMORROW is the starting of our final year exam. just two weeks ago, during the raya holidays, i planned to study. and yet i didn't. so i only started a few days ago. and tomorrow is BM and i have nooooo idea what's coming out for BM. when some of them went to ask teacher, she said " soalan. "

yes, so you have to study everything just in case something comes out.

i can just imagine what i'll do after 3Nov. i will celebrate for the year has finally come and gone. i will celebrate because i finished form four! YESSS. and i will soon have to face the fact that in just two months, i, i mean WE, would be in the SPM year. see how fast? and next year this time, i'll have to start worrying about REALLY studying for spm.

i remember taking advice from a lot of people how to handle form four last year. they told me to finish my work on time and to have fun while i'm still in the mood to celebrate after the PMR examinations. yes, i did have fun, but no i didn't finish my work on time. booohooo.

exam exam exam. GOOD LUCK everyone. =D. and just wait till 3Nov.

THIS TIME last year i couldn't WAIT for PMR to finish. omg. TWO MORE DAYS ONLY. how lucky.

" my exam's starting tomorrow. =("
" that means not free on sat? "
" why? what's on sat? "
" no. i'm going out that day "
" owh. where? "
" either klcc or pav "
" owh. with your friends? "
" yeah. was gonna invite you too. "

omggggg. damn you exams. THIS close. takpeee another time man, another time.

10 November our YE final year event.
we already secured ourselves for one award. i hope we will receive others too.
TAKE THAT. haha.

so anyone remember anything about our choral speaking thing at all? haha.

bye people, i still have just about everything in bm to study by today.
PLUS the other subjects. i haven't even started Sej! omg.
NANNY thou, i'll watch. for an hour. just an hour. haha.
chocaholic-me.

When There Was Me and You - Vanessa
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here
But all I want is to be over there

Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
'Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
My dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true

But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
You made me feel
Like I could sing along

But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams are meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star
Just don't come true

And now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Because I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that I could be so blind

It's like you were floating
While I was falling
And I didn't mind

Because I like the view
I thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

When There Was Me & You from HSM. i like the song, and it fits.

have you ever felt like you achieved someone else's happiness and although you pretend you're happy for them you know that deep down inside that's not what you wanted all along?

i was in klcc back a few weeks. and i heard this song. i remember the lyrics perfectly but i couldn't remember the title of the song.

Chorus
This time its different
felt like i was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife
when you walked out of my life
now i'm in this condition
and i've got all the symptoms
of a girl with a broken heart
but no matter what
you'll never see me cry

i just remembered its Cry by Rihanna today. haha.

on the brighter side,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yff9nCctMkg
CHECK THIS OUT.
don't miss the opportunity to see a wonderful guy's video. =D
LOOK AT THAT SMILE he gave the girl.
i'd MELT on the spot if i was the girl.
call me crazy, but i LOVE his smile. the best smile i've ever seen. Daniel's smile is AWESOME too. HAHA.
=DDDDDDD

today, i went to Intan's and Idzwan's open house for rayaaaaaaa.

happy raya y'all. =D

thanks for the invites.

YESTERDAY. THE INTERVIEW.
the only sad part was when i coughed non-stop and had to be excused from the room. i think it's the aircond. o.o
i loved the interview, and seriously YE is a VERY GOOD program. please join next year. haha.
puji here puji there. =DD
want full story? ask ME. or the other 6 of them that went.

chocaholic-me.

thanks for the memories.
so close, yet so far away.
lies.
chocaholic-me.

I miss you - Miley Cyrus

Sha la la la la
Sha la la la la

You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
You'd hold me close in your arms

I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holding me

[CHORUS]
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still she'd a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you

You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that time is flying but too fast

[CHORUS]

I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still she'd a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la

I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still she'd a tear
Every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la


The Veronicas - In Another Life lyrics

I have known you my whole life
When you were ten, you said you'd make me your wife
Eight years later you won me over
Just as I took the world on my shoulders

I got used to living without you
Endless phone calls and dreaming about you
Always said that you were my man to be
But I guess I was in love with your memory

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life

I know I said that I would keep my word
I wished that I could save you from the hurt
But things will never go back to how we were
I'm sorry I can't be your world

You know I love you, I really do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life
In another life (another life)

The way you're holding on to me
Makes me feel like I can't breathe
Just let me go, just let me go
It just won't feel right inside
God knows I've tried

You know I love you, you know I do
But I can't fight anymore for you
And I don't know, maybe we'll be together again
Sometime, in another life

In another life, in another life

In another life ...

True - Ryan Cabrera
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me

you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attatched to you
mmmm

I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
i'ts time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you meant me!

[Chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
the way that's true

[chorus]
I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

I want True. can you please send it to me?

it's just not easy, okay?

in a few hours, that's after i sleep soundly and wake up, i'd be in the car.

on the way to penang.
the place where i'm gonna go get fat.
go shopping cos it's too boring.
and maybe catch a few movies, if possible.
supposedly studyyyy.
stay in hotels =D
ahh, the smell of aircond, carpet - a hotel room. haha.
enjoy reading where rainbows end by cecilia ahern.
yes, liy, i finished sealed with a diss.
chit chatting in greatgrandma's place.
eat HER cooking.
eat and eat and eat.

sounds like i'm gonna gain a few kg-s by the time i come back. =D

and please, let me stop coughing.

so go ahead and miss me, people.

good luck staying back here in KL. =D
remember, finals are coming, so study y'all. haha.

byeeeeeee.
xoxo,
chocaholic-me.

staaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalker. ;D

SELAMAT HARI RAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!