i finally could come online. i found out the reason why i couldn't.

idiotic betul, i don't know who or how my date in the computer changed. it went to the year of 3208. =.='' i swear to you, i did not change it. and nobody would change the year to 3208. and just yesterday, i could come online.

how i found out?

i wanted to use media player. and it goes, you have to change your 3208 year before you can use. i'm like owh. that was why. =.=''

oh yeaaah. before i get the other exam results, i'm really happy with the results i have now. =D

Bio = 34/40 supposely highest in class, but not confirm. still, nobody would beat JuYi's 98 of course.
Eng= 94. good enough lah. second highest in class. XD.
Sej= 70! woooooooooohooo. it's an AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. uh-maae-ziiiing. 70 is good enough laaah. no where near the top which Liyana got though. 88, you know.

now... add maths, physics, chemistry can go... er. wait till i get back the results lah. dare not see. XD.

what if i did give you a chance?
chocaholic-me.

i'm sooo freakingly FED UP. argh. i can't seem to sign in to my MSN, nor my Windows messenger. even signing in to hotmail and blogger and even YouTube seems to be a problem now. i wonder if it's the computer or something else.

everytime i try to sign in to MSN it goes

Windows Live Messenger has encountered a problem and needs to close. We are sorry for the inconvenience.

like wth weyh. i've tried restarting the computer a thousand bajillion kazillion times but it still won't work.

ARRRRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

now you know why i don't like to turn on the computer that often. this problem lah that problem. MSN also cannot sign in. WTH weyh.

anyhows, on the brighter side, SPORTS DAY IS OVER!!!

i'm glad lah. had reaaaaally a lot of things to handle. first aid, kawad and somemore running aaaand YE. i didn't help YE much in selling the products today though, i must really apologize. sorry. but i'm proud to say i bought Air Tebu, 100 plus and Ice Cream Msia from YE. and i did help a bit by promoting it. XD. sorry lah had a lot of things to handle. don't worry, i'll help out on the next event. of course, i'm the sales director maaaaah. HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

and i'm proud to say, i finally win something for sports. i haven't won anything since joining this school. not that i join the acara-s every year anyway. anyhows, i got a BRONZE (still a big thing for me) this year for 100m running! wooooohooo. sadly, my team didn't win anything for 4x100m. hopefully it's not my fault, but if it is, i'm sooooorrrrrryyyyyyy.

PBSM kawad didn't win also, as usual. =( but whatever it is, i really want to thank all kawad-ers for giving all their efforts in practising and joining the marching team. hopefully, you'll join again next year. and i'm really proud of you all. i especially liked it when you guys didn't want to stop practising yesterday eventhough it was already 5:30. and ms kong told us to stop pratising at 5. a lot of people said that the marching this year was okay, not bad. so hopefully, next year, before i leave school, we ACTUALLY WIN something lah.

i want to thank the first aid-ers too. Chakry, Ananthan and Henn Kai, really thank you for running around with the stretcher and helping out in the tent. All the rest of you also. Yee Lyn as a junior, helped a lot too. all the rest of you all in first aid. thank you, your sijil should be on the way, after i get your IC numbers and all agaaaaaaaaain.

Whatever it is, WANGSA RAYA is not last this yeaaaaaaaaar! Wangsa Raya has finally improved and i'm proud to say that i contributed a bit on the points. like sikit sikit lah. yaaaay! =DD.

" you just have to know how i feel "
" i'm sorry "
" don't have to be sorry, i'm okay"
" i'm sorry, i just don't want to be let down again"
" maybe you think i'm joking "
" you can't be so sure "
" maybe its you who hasn't let go of him "
" i've let go. and i know "
and it goes on and on and on and on.
" i'll just keep it to myself, as long as you are happy with your life " =.=''

have you ever thought about it? like say, you confess to someone but you weren't really sure about your feelings. then the next few days, you tell that person that you still have feelings for another someone, how? how do you think the person would feel? used, maybe? like you used the person to find out yourself, to get to know yourself better, right?

that's why, i tell you people out there, please be sure of your feelings before you confess lah. hahaha.

since oct last year, please, i tell you, remember that you did not give me a vday gift. you gave someone else. so how am i suppose to believe you? hahahaha. that's why i take it all as a joke.

there, enough updates yet?

and ms. adrienne. i'm SOOO happy to say that i won't be staying back so frequently anymore and you wouldn't be FOLLOWING me to EVERYWHERE i go, grabbing my hand to EVERYWHERE although Jeremy and Divya tried to make YOU let go of my hands. thanks for the RM10 though. really, don't believe it. =).

is this month the problem month? i'm listening to loads of problems which i think is more serious than mine. honestly, i don't have much of a problem at all. haha. glad that almost half of the problems are settled. and remember, i'm a listener. you need a shoulder to cry on, you need to pour it out of your heart, remember i'm here to listen to you. i can't promise that i can solve your problem, but at least i can listen and keep secrets. =).

so you guys, if you have any problems, i'm here to listen. =D. hahahahaha!

i almost forgotten that i can't sign in to MSN. almost.

chocaholic-me.

Happy Valentine's Day you ppl!

i'm finally back.

exam's over.
CNY's almost over.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! i'm still not too late. =D

oh and guess what? i'm Hazwedna's valentine. * grins widely *

selling YE valentine's day product on VDay rocks lah. seriously. we're doing well, we just need cooperation, right right right? XD.

Leona Lewis rocks. got her album, love her songs. awesome.

AMERICAN IDOL IS BACK!

* screams * being the AI freak i was, what to do. top 24 were chosen, finally and Mr David Archuleta's in. he's SOOOO CUTE. only 16. and great voice. talented. and sooo cute, did i mention that already? =D

A bit of chorus from some of leona lewis's song.

The Best You Never Had
Because i told you you'd live to regret it
And now I don't wanna make you feel bad
But when it comes to me just forget it
I'll be the best you never had
You put me through so many emotions
Now baby it's your turn ofor that
'Cause in your empty heart
I have left a mark
The best you never had

Take A Bow
so take a bow
'cause you've taken everything else
You played the part
and like a star you play it so well
Take a bow
'cause this scence is coming to an end
I gave you love
all you gave me was pretend
so now
take a bow

Homeless
But you don't love me anymore
You don't want me anymore
And there's a sign on your door
No vancancies just emptiness
Without your love i'm homeless

Better In Time
Thought i couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
it'll get all better in time
and even though i really love yu
i'm gonna smile cause i deserve to
i'll all get better in time

try to listen to these songs lah. love it lah.

you just ruined the friendship, but now i want our friendship back.

till the next time, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY.

go home and sulk lah.
go eat chocolates and get fat.
maybe should on your radio, put in some REALLY sad song that can touch your heart and remember the bad times and CRY OUT LOUD.
maybe should watch sad movies and cry out loud.
maybe should watch fairytales and dream that you have it and cry out loud again.

okay, trust me, i'll never do that, i'm not that miang. HAH.

chocaholic-me.